Friday

Today is my last day of finals, almost everyone is done with their finals but not me u.u I still have to do a lab report for Biology and I have to finish a web page for my English class and everything is due today D:
But I am almost there!
I got an 91 in my Biology final, I'm very happy, I posted on my Facebook, that if I pass my Biology class I'm going to study to be a nurse lol but I don't know yet. I don't know what to do with life! 
I was majoring on Theater but since I got pregnant, I know that I have to study something that gives me money, but I don't know!!! aaaaaaaaaaaah


Tomorrow is my Hubby graduation! Yeiiii! finally we are going to be rich :p...not. I am going to do a cake but I don't know how yet. The only thing I know is that I am going to do for my very first time: Marshmallow Fondant :)
They say is better that the bought in store, so I will know later
Here is the link: http://aspicyperspective.com/2011/09/how-to-make-marshmallow-fondant.html
 copy paste guys :) This is the picture on her page:

It looks tasty and yummy , that's why I decide to follow her recipe 
I will take pictures of my fondant and upload them later :3 I hope everything will go alright

I'm going to do a poster so when he receives his diploma, so everyone could see me, that I am cheering for him :) I am very proud of him <3

ENG 1312

For my English Final I had to do a video, it was a group project. I hate group projects
Because No one does what it suppose to!
At the beginning, we were three but in the middle of the project one of my team mates decides to drop the class because it was to hard -.- I almost dieee! I couldn't believe it and the worst thing was that the other girl from my team disappear and appear (I think she was a magician or something), so actually I was the only one who was so stress about the project because it was not only the video, we had to presented too     o.O
It was crazy!, but until one week before the video was due, we contact each other.
We got together on Friday and the video was due on Sunday pfff    :S 
It was 2 o'clock and the girl had to leave (I don't remember the reason) but since I had done most of the video, she wanted to take what we done and she will finish it at her home but we were kind of rookies using a MAC  so we couldn't send the imovie to the USB.
Like the good person I am (sometimes) I told her that I will stay and finish the video (sadly it was my birthday D: ) I stay there until 5 o' clock ...
But I FINISH it ;), I felt so accomplish but now I just have to wait for the grade :/

This is my video, if you want to watch it:

 

I will upload a Recipe for "Rainbow Spaghetti"

later :)

Fight

The only thing I can say :
Marquez beat Pacquiao :) awesome!!!!!!!!
If you didn't see the fight, you need to watched because it was awesome.
He only last until the sixth round and he loose by K.O

yeah, women like box or soccer so guys deal with it x3

Pa Pa Panamericano

Every time I hear that song I remember my hunny.
My hunny is mexican so I will make him a citizen of this country (another reason why I voted for Obama), but usually the both of us are very undecided or we kind of leave everything for last (my mom REALLY hates that) but I know that this will only be right now. Hey we are young, we make mistakes, and we are learning Okay!! but Finally we submitted all the papers that we need, so we are very relieved. The problem is that he has a student visa and he will be graduating on December :) (yeiiiii) so the visa will expire on december so we finally submitted the papers after a year becuase if we didn't submitted them, he would had to return to mexico :$ and that wouldn't be nice. But know we have to pray that they will accept it :)

Luna favorite movie is Happy Feet is really funny, she  is only 9 months old and she gets all excited x3 hahaha is so funny, I really don't know why, the only thing i can think of is the they sing and the movie is very bright .


comments: what's your favorite childhood movie???

mine is "The nightmare before christmas" :3 I loooove that movie, I know all the lyrics evn some dialogue

Finals Week

The scary and terrible finals week has come once again to our life's. Well for me, finals week is calculating the minimum grade so I can pass the semester :) True story. Finals had been a little hard, having a baby and being in school has been quit a trip, ups and downs. I just hope I pass this semester :/ if not I don't know what I am doing, but I will do my  very best to study until my brains catches on fire. But yeah, there is a BIG difference between having a baby and not having one during Finals week, they don't make concentrate. You have to be a multitasking (entertaining the baby, reading the chapter, feeding the baby, answering questions, playing with the baby, making a video project, etc... there are too many things. you have to be able to focus on everything. I didn't know that I was capable of doing it until now. I feel like a super hero, super mom ...just kidding that's too much. And not everyone is able to do it.
Some teachers just expect the student to know everything of the semester even the chapters they didn't cover but since is in the syllabus they had to know it or read it at least, does teachers should not be able to teach. Please if you are a teacher don't do this. I also hate does teachers that think that their class is the only class you are taking. Is not fair for anyone, not even for the other teachers. I repeat myself if you are a teachers and you are reading this, please DON'T do this!!

I hope everyone has an awesome Finals Week and you pass every class even if you think your not (God does miracles ;3) Remember keep calm, and do all the questions that you know for sure and then guess in the other ones, is just possibilities.

Comments: What do you hate about Finals Week??

Family

Letter to the walrus:
Family are family, they have love for each other. I hear stuff from both side but I don't know what to think. You are my sister and I stand WITH you, no matter what. And I expect you do the same, I know it's hard but you can do it. Everything it's possible, you know better. Sometimes you know that what they said it's true, so do the correct thing, so they don't have anything against you. I love you girl. Hey, we are young and you are on the top of the world right now. You just graduated, you can do anything you want and you know it, I have faith on you even if my parents don't (sometimes). "You have brains in your head. You have set on your shoes. You can steer yourself in any direction you choose. You're on your own. And you know what you know. You are the guy who'll decide where to go." by Dr. Seuss. I think I know you more than anyone so just remember that.

Well, updates;
Thanksgiving was all about drama, hahaha because we usually celebrated with my grandma's sister but she didn't invited us this year, because they only think about the money and don't think about the sharing part :/ my grandma was heartbroken but the good thing is that her brother invited her and us with his family and when we finish with them, we went with my aunt just to spend some time with them but not to eat, it was really funny. All the problems with that part of the family started last year's thanksgiving. My wedding was the 26 of November (after thanksgiving), and my cousin was a groomsman so he had to be at the bachelor/bachelorette party, but it was on thanksgiving, so they got "mad" because he came to Juarez to MY wedding and not thanksgiving dinner with them. I am from Cd. Juarez, Chihuahua so my family that lives in El Paso didn't wanted to come to the wedding because it was to dangerous, so they didn't come. It was really sad because people that wasn't my family that live in El Paso came to my wedding.  yeah, so all the problems start there :)

November

In 20 more days is my birthday, 16 more days for my First anniversary <3and in 45 more days is Christmas!!! :D my favorite season on the whole year (sometimes) because when it's summertime I usually say that summer is the best season of the year, I can't make up my mind. Since is going to be my daughter first thanksgiving and Christmas I want to do something super extra special, so I am starting to do crafts but I do not know what yet, but I am really excited :3 The start of a new season, the start of something new...

The Worst Feeling in the World

My parents seating in front of us, wondering if what they had in their minds was true. My boyfriend (at that time) had to talk first because I knew that at the moment I open my mouth I was going to cry and anything was going to be said. He started by saying how much he appreciated them and how much he love them, and that he was very disappointed of his action, well both of our actions, and finally..that...I...was...pregnant, and he was really sorry, that  he betrayed their love, and he was going to be there for everything, and he wanted to get marry with me, it didn't matter when but sooner the better. We didn't care that if I got marry with a big tummy, so we planned on December or January so everyone could be here for the holidays and our wedding. Okay back to the story. After Guido said everything my mom was devastated, she cry a lot, she was brokenhearted, she was disappointed of our choices, shoe couldn't believe it, and in the other hand try not to break into tears, he was holding his broken voice. After crying for a little while they started saying what they thought of the situation, and that they will be there for us, for all the choices that we made, no matter what and they love us. That they will hold our hand and helps us in everything they can. I thank God for parents like that, that I don't deserved them, and when I grow up (well a little more) I want to be just like them.

Voting

Time of the year to vote. Just 7 days before knowing who is going to be president. United States is always close-minded and a very brainwashed country, the only thing I have to say is "If we gave George Bush a chance, we should let Obama have a second chance". I know he has promise a lot of things, like all the past presidents, and in addition He is not finish with his term, he has 4 more years to accomplish what he promise. Is not the end of the world America, our president is black and usually racist people are the majority in the United States. I am christian and usually every christian that I know is thinking about voting for Romney, I know that he is using christian values like pro-life, pro-regular marriage, and all that kind of stuff but that's what his party is all about, in reality we don't see the whole picture. I know we shouldn't mix religion with politics but for example, if I was running for president and I was pro-life, pro-everything, etc... but I was a Muslim would you vote for me for president? (pretend I am a man), mmm I don't think so. Romney is a Mormon and for EVERY christian out there, Christians and Mormons are not the same (so please check what you believe first). I know that I should be voting for my beliefs but I also want a bright future for my baby, and with Obama I can see more light than with Romney. Romney is just a war pig as Bush and McCain. I just want a better world for my daughter because that's what the future is all about. A better place. Forward

The Inspiration for tomorrow

Love the outfit, going to wear something like that for tomorrow

Execution Time

Okay back to my story.
Parents. Dad and Mom. My best friends. The people that gave me life. It was execution time, time to tell my parents what was going on, and why we were acting sooo strange. I thought they were going to kill me, well both of us, that they will not want to look into our eyes, and make us go away and never come back. My boyfriend was so nervous, but me I was MORE nervous than ever, I didn't wanted to say anything, I though that everything was a dream. I couldn't do it. We were in the living room and my parents were in their room, I was so frighten until my boyfriend push me through the hallway until I got in front of the door. My hand were shaking, I couldn't do it, I couldn't break their hearts, I couldn't tell them, I couldn't open the door, I couldn't look into their eyes, I couldn't talk without crying, I couldn't. But something on me open the door and walk through the room, I just remember how happy they looked and how happy they were, Then I say "Can you please come to the living room, Guido has something to say", I could see into my parents face that their only thought would be "PLEASE God,don't be pregnant". I just knew what they were thinking. I was so disappoint of myself, the only thing I could was "How dumb I was".

Breakfawr Time

So I really wanted to try something new for my newly husband, and I wanted to make him happy with a new breakfast. I really don't know how to cook, I just got married okay! (like 10 months ago) I am learning but I have seen that I am really good...lol. This is my new creation "Egg inside Bread". I know it already exists but my husband doesn't (I think).

Awesome, that's what I thought when I had the egg inside the circle inside the bread. If you want to do this here are the instructions.
Ingridients:
-1 egg
-1 piece of bread
-ham or bacon or whatever you want
-knife or cookie cutter
-vegetable oil
-Black pepper(only if you want)

                     First put the bread inside the toaster, so the bread is crispy and delicious.

          Then put vegetable oil in the pan. I prefer vegetable oil in the spray so you don't use too much.

                                 This is the picture of the two lucky eggs that my husband will eat.

   Then put the ham when you see that the pan is ready and hot,cook the ham or bacon until desire crispness

Meanwhile your ham or bacon is cooking, you use your cookie cutter or a knife (like me because I don't have a cookie cutter) and cut a circle in the middle, try to be as perfect as you can.

                                                         then put it on the pan with ham.

        then crack the egg on the top of the circle, so all the egg falls inside the circle. (the egg was stupid)

                                    Finally flip it when you see that the bottom is a little bit cooked

My husband loved "MY" creation, he said that I am getting better <3

Pee on this???

After the denying, the test came. The pregnancy test, I don't what I was afraid of, or in reality I just didn't wanted to know what was coming after the test. My boyfriend bought it, he was just as scared as I was but he was more calm. At first I was 'NO, I am NOT doing it" and dancing around nervously with test on my hand because I didn't wanted to do it, until my boyfriend push me to the restroom and lock me in there (I think I need it pressure) I looked at the pregnancy test for many (a lot) of minutes, I was nervous because I didn't wanted to know the outcome. It was kind of creepy to pee on top of something and then tells you if you are pregnant or not. Finally I did it...then started crying like if someone had died, I open the door to see the face of my boyfriend hoping that everything was okay but he saw that my tears were of disappointment and sadness. Everything crash on top of us, the feelings, the emotions, the what if's. But my boyfriend hug me and then told me looking at my eyes "Everything will be alright, we have each other and that's what matters the most" and kiss me in the forehead. (I think he only cry a little bit) At that moment I knew we were together on this, and that he wouldn't left me and run away. Now the next step was ....telling everyone.

Is this Real Life?

At the beginning of last summer, I didn't know what to think. I try to forget it and even to denied it. Everything was so confusing that I just thought that everything was a dream and I was going to wake up any moment. But the days pass and I knew it wasn't a dream. When I knew what was going on, my biggest fear was telling my parents even do I have great communication with them, I was scared because I knew I broke their hearts and disobey. I knew God was looking at me and maybe saying "I told you but you don't care", I knew he still love me anyway, but my parents I didn't know what they were going to think. Everything started on June 10, 2011. in the afternoon, when my boyfriend and I couldn't decided on what to do at night. We were invited to a party with our friends, my boyfriend didn't wanted to go but I insisted and then told him "I don't want to go anymore", but then decided to go. (Yes, we are very undecided) The night pass and the hours pass. One of the things I can remember is calling my mom and telling her to bring my bigger sister, but she was already sleep. I drank like a lot but didn't care (something I regret) so when it was time for me to leave, my boyfriend took me to my house, and there is a big space __________________________________________________  that I am not going to share or get into details. But yeah, the biggest mistake of my life.  There is so many times that I think about "What if..." but its stupid to think about them. This is my life, and I will live it to the fullest, and I am happy and that's what matters the most.